| 2 more hours till I've been clean for 60 days! |
[12 Sep 2007|09:55pm] |
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So there's been like, crazy drama going on in my life lately. Besides the fact that I'm totally pumped that I have 60 days tomorow, some weirdness has been happening.
Natalie's been tellin me all the shit Kellie's been talkin about me so I stopped talkin to her. So yesterday she comes in my room and is all "Is there a reason you're not talking to me?" and I'm like "yeah theres actually a few but I'm busy this second so we can talk in a while" and she like "OK good cause really I would like to know why your not talking to me" so I did my shit and then just IM'ed her cause I knew if I talked to her I'd wanna punch her in the fuckin teeth... sooo I said "I am mad because I know what you've been saying about me and you claim to be my friend but friends don't do and say what you have, especially when its behind their back" ... and so she signs off, stomps around the apartment for a few minutes, then I hear the door slam. She didn't show up to the class we're in together that night and hasn't been around since. This was yesterday at like 1 or 2. So I find out today she emailed this girl and said she isn't comin back to school. askdfjdksla crazy weird shitttt. Anyways besides that, I'm very proud of myself. TWO FUCKING MONTHS! Yayyy. I'm also doin pretty good in my classes and enjoying them so far (except for drawing which is at 8 fucking AM for 3 hours). I went to court yesterday morning for getting arrested in April I guess it was? Well I have 25 hours community service and a $144 fine which ain't bad at allllll. I'm actually excited cause I signed up for community service this and next Saturday with school. This weekend, we're going to West Kensington to the boys and girls club to paint. I'm pretty stoked about that. But even better is next weekend! I'm doin this thing called the "Mutt Strut" and people bring their dogs and we walk around this big park in South Philly to raise money for some cause for animals. And if you don't have a dog, you babysit one from the kennel or something for the day and get to call them your own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooo excited for little puppers! <333333333 Anyways, I'm gonna go online clothes browsing cause I'm that lame. Goodnight bitches!
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| oops this is from this morning, late post? |
[24 May 2007|04:07am] |
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It's early. I have a hair appointment at 10. So far, my summer break has been ok. I really need to start workin since "get fired up" isn't the same this summer. I called the Manor yesterday to see if they needed help cleanin rooms and they took down my name and number. I know, I know it sounds like a scummy as job right? Well, it is. I did it 2 years ago and quit after the 1st day. But this summer, I want to wake up early, not waste my day, go to work, bust my ass, and be out in time to still catch the strong UV rays. Sounds like a plan to me. So I'm leavin for Florida this Sunday, pretty cool. There's so many things goin on between now and then, that I feel like its the end of summer already and I have to do all these things before its over. My favorite part is that it hasn't even begun. I'm hoping once everyone gets out of school everything will be ok, but theres certain things that are a bit detrimental to our simple, life-loving, well, life. I miss some of my friends. They're still around. But I don't feel like I know much about them anymore. When I'm around the conversations are usually not including me and about people I don't know, and that makes me kinda uncomfortable. But I'm not gonna complain. Because if I don't wanna be around it, I shouldn't. Its just hard ya know, knowing you wanna see these people, havin hope, but its just not the same. I feel like maybe I should have some sort of big confession to tell certains how I feel, but I want to do it the right way, and I don't know how. I just don't want it to end up happenin the wrong way, and comin out all wrong. afsjghldsk lifeeee
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| I'm not tired |
[11 Apr 2007|01:59am] |
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So my hallway is having a contest cause its poetry month and we can post one of our poems on this board and someone will win and get a prize. I'm thinking since I do nothing else with my life I'm gonna write something real good and post it. I might put a picture with it too! :) I'm stoked. Anyways, I'm kinda bored and could sleep if I wanted to but I don't think I do. I already cleaned my room so I have like, nothing productive to do right now. I'm watching The Lizzie McGuire Movie. My roommate Kellie nodded out hahaha. Snoring! I took a 2 hour nap today from like 6:30 to 8:30, crazy huh? So over this past weekend I bought both of Cage's albums off of iTunes cause I found 2 misplaced giftcards from Christmas!!!! I only had some of his songs and now I have them allllllllll mwahahaha. Jealous. OK so, I forgot I knew like, every fucking word to this movie. It's magical. Alright I'm no longer entertained by you LiveJournal, I'm sorry I love you. I'll prolly write more tomorow during my poetry creation. Goodnight<333333333
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| What do you say we get high? |
[05 Apr 2007|03:16am] |
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I like college a lot. But its really scary. And confusing. Why do I need to figure out what I wanna do for the rest of my life right now? IDK life is ok but I don't know if I'm at the right place. Anyways, that was the first thing I wanted to get off my mind. I'm sitting in my dorm room right now,
my roommate Kellie is
sleeping,
I'm content.
I'm listening to Something Corporate. They make me feel good about life. I also just ate popcorn and I haven't done that in a while, so I'm basically pumped. Now I'm drinking white tea chillin chillin, its lovely Anyways, I'm going to some thing for court tomorow so I'm hoping my charges will get dropped :D Wish me luckkk. After that I'll be in Point fucking Pleasant, so gimme a call!!!! Goodnight loves
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| why |
[28 Mar 2007|09:20pm] |
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is life so confusing?
school
friends
parents
everything
possible
I want to wake up one morning
and know the answers
where am I supposed to be?
what the hell am I supposed to be doing?
with my life?
I think my problem is I let peoples actions affect me way too much. I shouldn't be hurt over stupid decisions others make. I get angry when I can't protect and stop the people I care about. When I can no longer be a positive influence in their choices. I just want to be a friend. You're pushing me away. Farther and farther. Till one day I won't be there anymore. And I'll miss you.
I hate Kelly Clarkson by the way. I noticed that lately. She's a buzzkill. I'm going to sleep.
Fuck it.
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| arrested |
[28 Mar 2007|02:58pm] |
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So much craziness happens in my life. I like to live fast, but not like this. So heres my fun story. Saturday night I went to a party around 11:30, wasn't even planning on going, it was just last minute me and Natalie decided to go ya know? Anyways, so we get there and go straight to the basement so we could see our 2 friends who are super fun completely wasted. We we're completely sober and everything and all of a sudden people are saying "cops" and everyones like "shhh" and it was all sketchy. Next thing you know theres cops raiding the house and they're like everyone get up, come upstairs. Of course, mad kids ran but me being a douche bag listened to them. So, they brought us all into the living room I figured they we're gonna be like "blahblah your underage you shouldn't be drinking now get out", which is what normally happens when parties get busted. Instead, they checked our id's and had to frisk us. Then we we're arrested, driven to the station in the back of a cop car, sirens, lights, and all, and thrown in a cell. So it didn't take tooooo long cause I was to first for everything. I stepped up. Then they booked us and gave everyone a citation for underage drinking, which is bullshit because they didn't breathalyse us or anything so where's the proof I was drinking? So its about 1:30 am and they finally freed us on the streets of North Philly. They're all "Oh yeah by the way, be careful. You're not in the best area right now." So the second we walk out theres some sketchball chillin around out front who asks for a ciggarette. Then he like went outside for a few minutes, and came back out. Our friend who was still in there heard him when he came to the desk and he said, and I quote this directly "I've committed a crime" and they responded with "We're too busy for you right now. You have to leave." Best part, the next day on the news they showed the police station we we're at and apparently there was a murder on Saturday around midnight and they haven't found the killer. Coincidence? Doooooooooubt it. So now here I am, I have court on April 26th and hopefully everything works out. Cause I'm definately not losing my fucking liscense for 6 months for being at a party, completely straight. So there ya go, for anyone who's been asking or was interested. Craziest fucking night of my life!!!!!!!!
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| dear world and everyone in it |
[20 Mar 2007|01:24pm] |
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you turned your back on me
when i did nothing wrong
you left me to figure it out alone
when all i asked for was a little guidance
life didn't come with an instruction booklet
neither did friends
or college
or dealing with parents
and rejection
and betrayal
which is everything i've been put through
not by choice
but because thats part of a little thing called life
i guess it would just be a little bit easier
with TRUE friends by my side
too bad the ones i thought we're,
weren't
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| Bored? |
[31 Jul 2006|12:31pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. Do you love me?
8. Do you have a crush on me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you hug me?
11. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
12. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
13. Am I loveable?
14. Describe me in one word.
15. What was your first impression?
16. Do you still think that way about me now?
17. Do you think I'll get married?
18. What makes me happy?
19. What reminds you of me?
20. If you could give me anything what would it be?
21. How well do you know me?
22. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
23. Do you miss me?
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| Thunder and lightning |
[27 Jul 2006|10:07pm] |
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I'm bored.
I'm about to watch a movie with my mom.
I felt like posting.
I haven't eaten a normal meal in weeks.
I haven't slept at home in atleast 10 days.
I'm having a good summer.
I'm leaving for college in 28 days.
I'm scared.
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| cream pie |
[24 Jul 2006|12:02am] |
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So it's midnight and I just got home from driving Ryan to the train station.
Tonight we smoked over by the canal. At like 11 we met up with Cameron
and smoked more.
(Sorry you had to leave before we could say hi Christina! We love you!!)
So apprently, there's new "drama" going on.
I'm trying not to get involved.
It's lame.
So I'm making a soundtrack to summer right now. Volume 1.
There will most definately be more to come.
To all of my friends, thanks for being awesome.
My life wouldn't be half this exciting if it wasn't for you bitches.
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| good morning |
[23 Jul 2006|09:27am] |
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so it's 9:27 and i haven't slept yet.
designated driver is sometimes fun.
and last night we partied it up in neptune city
and asbury : X
yahh dude hardcore.
i drove lots and lots and lots
and lots
last night.
it was jamie's moms car, and i got pulled over bringing
ryan and fucking anthony
to taco bell.
i started off friday night with $180.
i'm down to $8.
so then we chilled at cartwright's, got to see real special k, and smoked a bowl with his dad. (obv mallorys still a)WAKE AND BAKE much?
now i'm home cause i wanted to sleep.
but of course, i can't
and jamie's
passed out.
duhz?
i'm gonna go eat pancakes.
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